Over the Transom
  
Journaling
  
By Sandy Raschke
December 22, after the longest night of the year.  I awake early to do some baking.  I look out the window into the dark—there’s a glimmer of mist in the air.  By the time I finish breakfast and get out the bread baking machine, it has snowed.  At 7 a.m., the surroundings are powdery white.  The birds return to the feeders after a day of hiding from our resident hawk.  I gather the ingredients and pour them into the bread pan; I switch on the machine.  One and a half hours later, the machine beeps.  I remove the dough, beat it down, fashion it into a round and place it to rise again in the oven.  I start loaf number two.
        The tree’s been decorated, the gifts placed under it.  My office is a jumble of wrapping paper and tape, fancy gift bags and a stack of manuscripts—some waiting for replies, others added to the fiction schedule for 2010.  A few proof copies are ready to send out.
     
The first bread round has doubled and is ready for baking.  I give it the egg wash, cut two deep slices into the top and place it in a 350-degree oven.
        The sun begins to shine.  The bread bakes.  The house fills with smells of yeast, sugar and egg wash.  I set my mental timer for 45 minutes.
        I return to the computer and continue typing this column.  The snow is melting.  The bread machine whirrs.  The bread browns…The doves shove each other out of the way to get to the seed, the neighborhood cat lurks near the feeder, while the sparrows fly into the safety of the trees.  Several neighbors walk by, bundled up against the chill.  Tina, the German Shepherd across the way barks at them.  Arnold, our wire-haired pointer, wants to go outside and make angels in the snow.  He’s funny that way.
        There’s lunch to be made, another round of Portuguese sweet bread to bake.  Some neighbors are coming over this afternoon for eggnog. The sun shines brightly as the clouds fade to blue
 sky.  I mentally compile the menu for Christmas dinner.  Our rural mail carrier’s old converted Jeep has just turned the corner…And I have a few more packages to wrap.
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This issue contains the results of Calliope’s 17th Annual Fiction Contest and the three winning stories.  The nonwinning stories will be featured throughout 2010.  After much thought and consultation with Cynthia, I’ve decided to wait until late 2010 before considering another Fiction Contest.  We have a backlog now of good stories and, as a “writers’ workshop by mail,” it is our mission to present all types of fiction to our readers.  The contests, I’m sorry to say, have not generated the participation we need to offer decent cash prizes, and I admit I’ve been unwilling to bump up the entry fees anywhere near what most literary or mainstream fiction contests charge these days to participate.  So, I need your input. What would you consider to be a “fair” entry fee to a fiction contest?  And what are your views on themes?  It’s my belief that themes provoke a writer’s creativity, instead of revising something already in their portfolio. But, hey—I could be wrong.
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As we head into the new decade, I’d like to thank my co-editors for their devoted participation in making Calliope the best little writer’s newsmagazine in the world (oft-said, but true).  And I’d like to personally thank Ralph Sabelhaus for the great job he has done setting up and maintaining Calliope’s web site.  And also to Cynthia, whose columns continue to make me chuckle and sometimes weep, and for her creative layouts that give Calliope its uniqueness in the small press.
        And to all of you dear readers—
Best wishes for a happy and productive 2010!
    
                                                                —Sandy
 
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