It was only when the family
was ushered solemnly down the aisle that I realized I had made a
terrible mistake. I didn’t recognize anyone in the group. That
meant my former mother-in-law’s funeral service must have been
starting right about then in another location—without me in
attendance.
The trip from the airport to town had taken longer than I expected,
so I had dashed in, not even stopping to sign the book, and
slipped into one of the back pews at just two minutes before the
hour.
I might have made a quiet exit and gone in search of
Sybil’s service except that before I could do so, a rather large
lady of an uncertain age sat down with great ceremony beside me.
She was the type of woman who was accustomed to making an
entrance. The rustle of her fashionable silk dress and tinkle
of her gold bangle bracelets turned several heads as she
situated herself between me and the outside aisle. In truth, she
had wedged herself so securely into the pew that escape from
this side without causing a stir appeared impossible. And there
were at least fifteen people between me and the other end of the
row. By the time all this registered with me, the minister had
begun to speak, so it seemed that I could do nothing except
suffer through the service even though Sybil’s funeral was
starting someplace else. I knew my mother would be beside
herself with worry about my absence, but I comforted myself
with the thought that I might make it to Sybil’s graveside
ceremony. I tried to think about how I could have made such a
mistake.
My mother had called
with the news of Sybil’s demise on my night to
host the weekly poker game. We must have been deeper into the
beer and cards than I realized because, obviously, I had gotten
the place wrong. I knew her service was today at 10:00 a.m.
because of a follow-up conversation about my travel plans. But
we hadn’t touched on the location again.
I had insisted on flying in early that morning and
renting a car to make the 45-minute drive from the airport. I
was only staying overnight because I wasn’t interested in
enduring more time with my ex-father-in-law or with Alison and
her new husband.
I had come strictly for Mother. If old Sybil hadn’t been
my mother’s best friend, I wouldn’t have even come back for the
funeral. I knew Alison had no interest in seeing me. She was
happily remarried to a man who didn’t seem to mind having “Sybil
of the Purse Strings” involved in every decision, working her
will through her checkbook.
That had been the problem
with our short, ill-fated union. Alison hadn’t been able to cut
the purse strings, and I couldn’t bear having three people in my
marriage. We hadn’t lasted long. Fortunately, there had been no
children, so I hadn’t had to see any of them in the years since
the divorce. So far, I had been able to keep my parents happy by
joining them at the beach for a week in the summer and making it
back home for a few days at Christmas.
I looked around the crowded
church, thinking the service must have been
for someone important. As the minister talked, I realized it was
for Franklin Perkins, a prominent member of the community and
the father of a former class mate, Susan Perkins.
I doubted that Susan would even remember me, but I sure
remembered her. She was one of the popular crowd, a cheerleader
and class beauty. Even though we never rubbed shoulders
socially, she would always speak and flash that million-dollar
smile when we passed in the hall. But I hadn’t seen Susan in the
nearly fifteen years since we graduated.
When the second person got up to speak, I realized I was
going to be there for a while. I shifted in my seat, wishing I
could tell which blonde was Susan. I wondered how she had aged
and whether her trim little figure had been sacrificed to
birthing lots of little tow-headed babies.
As if in answer to my question, one of the women rose
and walked to the podium. It was Susan. The perky high school
girl had grown into a beautiful woman. If there were any
children, they hadn’t hurt her figure one bit.
For a moment, I felt exactly as I had each time I had
met Susan in the hall at school—wanting her to look at me, but
afraid she would and that I wouldn’t know what to do. In those
days, I was beyond insecure when it came to girls like Susan
Perkins.
As Susan spoke of her father,
the lady beside me began to sniffle. Out of the corner of my
eye, I saw her searching through her purse, probably for a
tissue. She came up empty-handed, so I gave her my handkerchief
and was rewarded with a teary smile. I wondered how well she
knew the Perkinses. I was so preoccupied that I missed most of
what Susan said, but I was impressed by her poise as she
returned to her seat.
Finally, the closing prayer! I hoped to slip out quickly
and make it to the cemetery in time for Sybil’s graveside
service.
But as I started to rise, I felt a
hand on my arm, “Young man, I can’t thank you enough for the use
of your handkerchief. I can’t believe I got away from home
without one. You are a true gentleman. My name is Angela Long.
When Susan started to speak, I couldn’t keep back the tears. We
were neighbors, and Susan spent so much time at our house when
she was growing up that I feel like I helped raise that dear
girl. Were you in school together?” As she spoke, she rose and
literally led me out of the pew.
“I’m glad I had a handkerchief, Mrs. Long,” I said. “My
name’s Tom Peterson. Susan and I were in the same class at
school, but I didn’t know her well. My being here is a little
complicated.”
I half turned, intending to walk away, but she had an
iron grip on my arm. “Peterson? Are you related to Virginia and
Robert Peterson?”
“They’re my parents.”
“I knew you looked familiar. Your
mother and I are in the same bridge club. In fact, I was in your
home just last week, and she was telling me that you’re a doctor
in Atlanta. She is so proud of you, and now I see why. I can’t
wait to tell her how you came to my rescue today. You must call
me Angela. Come along now and speak to Susan. It will do her
good to see an old friend.”
The lady had no intention
of letting go of my arm. As she spoke, she was steering me away
from the outside door and in the direction of what must have
been a family room.
“I wouldn’t want to intrude. To be honest, I’m not sure
Susan would remember me. I actually …”
At that moment, Susan emerged from the room, and Angela
called, “Susan, oh, Susan, over here! I have a surprise for you,
darling. There’s someone who wants to say hello.”
I could only stare at Susan as Angela dragged me along, closing the
gap between us with surprising speed for one her size. Suddenly,
I was face-to-face with Susan Perkins.
Caught off-guard, I stuck out my hand
and said, “Hello, Susan. Tom Peterson. You may not remember me,
but we were in the same class at school. I’m sorry about your
father.”
She clasped my hand. “Of course, I remember you, Tom. It
was so nice of you to come to Dad’s service. Thank you so much.
Do you live here now?”
“No, I’m home for a quick visit, actually for the
funeral of a friend of my mother’s. In fact, I’m supposed to be
somewhere else right now. As much as I hate to, I really should
go. Please accept my condolences; it was good to see you again.”
I really didn’t want to break
away from the beautiful woman standing
before me. Where Angela was sprayed and fixed in a matronly
fashion, Susan’s style was more sophisticated with her sleek,
shiny bob and simple black dress. Her only adornments were a
heavy silver pendant necklace and simple hoop earrings. I didn’t
see a wedding ring.
I couldn’t seem to move. How many times had I dreamed of
talking to Susan Perkins? I had been such a geek in high school
that I didn’t date much. My mother, who likes to put a positive
spin on everything, says I was a late bloomer. She practically
forced me to invite Alison to the senior prom, which led to more
dates and our eventual marriage after college. After our
divorce, I realized our marriage had been the product of our
mothers’ plotting.
“Now, Tom, we
understand if you have to go now, but some of us are gathering
at my house later this afternoon,” Angela said. “You must come
by. Wouldn’t that be nice, Susan?”
“It would,” Susan
said, “I’d love to hear what you’re up to these days, Tom.” She
turned to Angela, “He was always such a brain in school.
Frankly, I was a little intimidated by him.” From Susan’s
expression, I could almost believe she meant it.
Angela had
not loosened her grip on my arm. “Well,
that’s settled then,” she said. “Come about 3:00 p.m. We’ll
have a little visit, and I’ll return your handkerchief in
pristine condition. We live in Lambert Terrace,
(top)
at 4 Scenic Drive. We’ll be expecting you, Tom. I insist. We’ll be casual—feel free to wear jeans.”
“Thank you for the invitation. I’ll try to come by, but please
don’t worry about that handkerchief. I’m glad I happened to have
one with me.”
Only then did Angela let go of my arm, and I
rushed out, jumped into my car and drove across town as fast as
I dared. But I was too late. The funeral party was just exiting
the grounds, so I turned around. As I followed my parents home,
I couldn’t get Susan out of my mind.
I intimidated her in
school? Who would have thought it? Did she really have an
interest in talking to me? I’d be crazy not to go. Do I have the
nerve?
My parents were getting out of the car as I drove
into the driveway. “Oh, Tom, there you are,” said my mother.
“I’ve been so worried. I knew you would have flight problems if
you waited until today to come. The airlines are so undependable
these days. But don’t worry. Your father and I made your
excuses, and frankly, it’s probably just as well that you didn’t
have to endure that circus. I swear I don’t know what has gotten
into Alison. She has been on her high horse ever since Sybil
died. She acts like a spoiled brat, and that husband of hers
follows her around like a puppy.”
She paused for a
breath and looked at me. “Oh, darling, you look wonderful. I’m
just sorry I didn’t get to show you off this morning! Come on in
and let’s eat lunch. I have some sandwiches ready. I want to
hear all the news. How’s your practice going? Any new love
interest?”
Dad and I followed along.
Hmmm, how much to
tell?
Over lunch, I told my folks about my interesting
morning and was greatly relieved to hear my mother chuckle at
the turn of events.
“I was so upset, I could have said
the funeral was at the church.” she said. “Oh well, so, you got
to meet Angela Long! She was here just last week. Angela’s quite
a character; isn’t she?”
“Oh, yeah! I’d call her a
formidable fast-draw,” I said, and Mother laughed.
She
stood, went to the sink and began rinsing the dishes. “You know,
Tom, I must have been thinking of only myself when I insisted on
you coming for Sylvia’s service today. I’m sure reconnecting
with a school friend was much more pleasant than seeing Alison
and Frank. I think you should go to Angela’s. She and Ray are
such nice people. And Susan is a lovely young woman. You
definitely need to go by and get reacquainted.”
At 3:00
o’clock, I parked in front of 4 Scenic Drive.
Not many cars
here. I hope I’m not too early. I walked to the front door and
rang the bell.
Almost instantly, the door opened
wide. “Oh, Tom, you came; I’m so pleased. Do come in.”
Angela had traded her silk dress for a stylish black warm-up
suit. Again, she took my arm and guided me down the hall. As we
entered the den, I saw that Susan had changed into jeans and a
soft red sweater. If possible, she was even prettier than I
remembered.
“Right now, it’s just the three of us,”
Angela said. “Natalie and Tom, Susan’s sister, and her husband,
have taken the children to the park to play. They needed to
decompress a bit. I’ve just brewed a new pot of coffee. You two
catch up while I go get it.”
As Angela came bustling in with a
tray of coffee and cookies, the telephone rang. She set the tray
on the table, and answered, “Hello. Oh, Virginia, so good of you
to call. Just a moment.” She started out the door, “I’ll just
take this in the kitchen,” she said. That was the last we saw of
Angela.
I was amazed at how comfortable I felt with Susan.
When I told her how I happened to come to her father’s service,
she began to laugh, banishing the last bit of awkwardness in our
unusual reunion.
“Angela tells me that you live in
Atlanta, Tom. I’ve been in Buckhead for the past two years”
“You’re kidding! My office isn’t far from Buckhead. What
do you do there?” I asked.
“I have a wonderful job with
the communications department at Emory University. I understand
that you’re a doctor. What kind of practice do you have?”
“I’ve been in a four-man internal medicine group for two
years, and it’s working out well. It seems to be a good fit for
me.”
“Well, I’m not surprised to hear you’re a doctor. I
bet you’re a good one, too. You were always so prepared in class
and made such good grades.”
I laughed. “That’s because
I was so socially inept that all I did was study and hang out
with Martin Angel. I was afraid to speak to you when we passed
in the hall, but you always spoke to me first, which gave me a
thrill,” I confessed.
She smiled. “Not married?” she
asked.
“Not anymore. Alison Riggs and I married right
out of college, but it didn’t last long. We’ve been divorced a
long time.”
“I’m not married either. I can’t believe
we’ve been living in the same area but had to travel 500 miles
home to meet again. Are you going to be in town very long? I’m
staying this week to help Natalie get started on settling Dad’s
estate.” She hesitated, as if uncertain of what else to say.
I couldn’t believe my boldness. “I was supposed to go
back tomorrow, but maybe I can arrange to stay a little longer.”
“Do you think you could? Wouldn’t it be fun to look
around town together, see how things have changed?”
My
heart skipped a beat. “I’d love it; but if I’m going to stay, I
better check on changing flights right away. How would you feel
about taking a drive to my house? You can meet my parents, and
I’ll call the airline and my office to rework my schedule.”
“Sounds like a plan. I’d love to meet your folks,” she
said. “I’ll tell Angela where we’re going.”
Susan returned
with Angela hot on her heels. “What a good idea, Tom. Your
mother is going to be tickled to have you in town a little
longer. Actually, I was just talking with her, letting her know
how gallant you were this morning. What a happy mix-up this has
turned out to be. You two run along now and get those tickets
changed. I could call your mother and let her know you’re
coming.”
“Please don’t, Angela. I want to surprise
them,” I said as I guided Susan out the front door.
“Whew, she’s something!” I said.
“Oh, she means well,”
Susan said. “But sometimes you have to stand your ground with
Angela. She can be, shall we say, enthusiastic in helping plan
things for the people around her.”
“I can see that she
could push the limits, but this time, I’m glad she did,” I said.
“So am I,” said the girl of my dreams.
About the Author
Dorothy Johnson says, “Writing has always come easy to
me, but until recently, most of my writing was job-related.”
She has a Bachelor of Science in Education, with an emphasis in
English, which she taught for five years before taking time off
to stay home with her children. When she returned to the
workforce, she was a writer and associate editor for Leisure
Arts, a needlework and crafts publishing company. She was
involved in the entire publishing process for three magazines
and several book series, most topics geared toward Christmas.
The experience, she says, provided a wonderful training ground
because her editor was a stickler for communicating clearly
while establishing a particular mood for each section or
project.
After she tired of “all things Christmas,” she
went on to work with the cardiovascular department of a local
hospital, where she wrote promotional and information materials.
She took an early retirement ten years ago, partly to help with
aging in-laws.
Dorothy and her husband Terry have been
married for nearly 37 years. They have three children and eight
grandchildren and are now enjoying life as retirees, traveling
and pursuing new hobbies. While Terry enjoys music and drawing,
Dorothy returned to writing.
Although she had dabbled in
writing poetry over the years, it took a creative writing course
at a local university to spur her to write her first short
story. In the summer of 2010, a friend told her about the
Hemingway-Pfeiffer Writing Retreat, an opportunity to improve
her writing skills. She arrived feeling like someone who
could
write and came home feeling like a writer. On her second visit
to the retreat, she met Pat Laster and was invited to join the
Central Arkansas Writers group, where comments and critiques
from the other writers helped her to edit and complete this
story and two others that she submitted to
Calliope’s fiction
contest.
She is now working on a storyline that
could be developed into a novel and plans to return to
Hemingway-Pfeiffer again to flesh out her ideas and develop the
character that has formed in her consciousness over time. She
says she will continue to submit chapters to the critique group
each month to keep her motivated and working until the novel is
ready for publication.